Monday, July 29, 2019

Being Vulnerable /// Music Monday #55

Today's Music Monday post is gonna be a bit different. It'll be a little more real, a little more somber. I hope that's okay.


The song for today is . . .

"Brave Enough (feat. Christina Perri)" from the album Brave Enough
Composed by Lindsey Stirling


I had totally forgotten that this song existed until yesterday, when Tracey chose this album to listen to on our drive to church. It really hit me in the gut, because the lyrics completely fit some things that I've been struggling with lately.

You know by now that I believe vulnerability is the best policy. It shows that I'm human, that I bleed, that I trust you. Recently on Facebook, I talked openly about something I'm mentally wrestling with. Hearing this song reminded me of that, and seeing as not all of you have Facebook, I figured I'd share that post here.



Why does love have to be so goshdarn complicated? They day that nothing good in life comes easily, but that really doesn’t make me feel any better.

In any case, this has revealed one of my big fears to me. I knew about at least one beforehand, and that’s disappointing people. This one is similar: jeopardizing friendships.

Here’s the deal: whether it’s true or not, it’s not hard for me to think that I don’t have many friends. So when I have great friendships, I celebrate ‘em. We were designed for companionship, so it’s natural for us to enjoy them.

This is where the fear part comes in. I’d absolutely hate to do or say something that causes me to have a falling out with a good friend. This happened when I tried to form a relationship with a girl in my college class. Technically, we hadn’t REALLY established a friendship of any sort, but her rejection wrecked me internally for a while. It’s made me… kinda paranoid, in a way.

Now, when I have friends who are girls that I’d consider potentially dating, it terrifies me TO. MY. CORE. Because I’m afraid that I’ll disappoint them, that I’ll jeopardize our friendship.

I’m afraid of rejection.

Looking back, I can see places in my life where there are things that I did or didn’t do because I feared being cast out. Too often have I felt like a loner. I’ve taken many a walk listening to emotional music and imagining what it’d be like to have a friend to walk with.

I’m tired of the fear. I want to conquer it, to act in spite of it, and dare to move.

But my mind gets in the way, picturing those awful outcomes. And so I do nothing but pray that I will find a way of escape.



So yeah, this has been eating at me for a while now, but especially so the last couple weeks. I figured that sharing the song would give me a reason to also tell you this stuff. As always, I'm not looking for sympathy. I just want to expose my heart because that's one way to help me process.

Anyway, that's it for me today. I'm sorry if this is a bit of a downer, but it's something I needed to get off my chest. What'd you think of the song? Can you relate to it as well?

Tuesday, July 16, 2019

Some Chill Beats /// Music Monday #54

Well, look at me, being late again. At least it's only by a day instead of a week.


I've got a chill, relaxing song for you today, called . . .

"Rainbow Road (Synthwave Remix)" from the album Mario & Chill
Remixed by Helynt and GameChops



"Rainbow Road" from Mario Kart 7 is already a perfectly wonderful song. But this just so happens to be an awesome remix of it. I've come to fall in love with the synthwave genre. There's something really appealing about it, and I can't quite put my finger on why that is. Whatever the case, this song should prove it.

Now, normally I post the original song for Music Monday before I do any remixes, but I figured I'd make an exception today. I didn't have many ideas, anyway, so why not break my own rule?

Anyway, if the rest of the Mario & Chill soundtrack is like this one song, then I need to buy it. GameChops have also released a Zelda & Chill album, which is fantastic. Actually, I haven't bought that one either, so I gotta get both of them. Once this song is over, go check 'em out. They're worth your time.

Listening to today's pick is making me think of Realm Makers, for some reason. Like, if someone were to film some highlights of me flying there, this music would be playing in the background. It's just making me even more excited and jittery for the conference. I can hardly wait! You'll definitely be hearing some stories once I get back.

Okay, I'm tired and I'm rambling. Those are signs that I should cut this post short. I know it's not very long, but I don't have much to say. My brain is threatening to shut down on me, so just enjoy the track without my words distracting you.

What'd you think of the song? Do you like the synthwave genre? Have you listened to either Mario & Chill or Zelda & Chill before I shared this today?

Friday, July 05, 2019

Monthly HapPENings: June

Well, another month has gone by, and we are now halfway through the year. That's kind of an insane thought, actually. Why must time move so quickly?


In terms of life stuff, June was pretty busy for me. There was lots of stuff I had to do to get ready for my family vacation and Realm Makers. (I've gotten quite a bit done, but I still feel like I've got tons to do for RM.)

One of the best days of the month is when several of my coworkers and I hung out for part of a day. We headed out to a nearby city in the late afternoon to do some bowling, which was a lot of fun. Then we came back and went to the fair that had come to our city. We got a late supper and went on rides until pretty much midnight. The food I had was absolutely amazing, and it was fun to go on a few rides with my friends.

Then my family stayed at a cabin for the week, which was such a good time. I enjoyed being able to just get away and spend time with my family. I mostly read and played my 2DS XL, but trust me, it was some much needed downtime. It's been a bit difficult going back into the routine of regular work. I'm already counting down the days until RM!

Bookish HapPENings


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This was my second read-through of Seeds of Rebellion, and I feel like I enjoyed it more than I did the first time. The first time I read it, I felt like there were too many characters to keep track of later on in the story. That wasn't the case this time; I was easily able to keep tabs on who was who. I loved on how this book gave Rachel more importance in the grand scheme of things, since her role was a bit smaller in the first book. I can't talk much about the plot or anything without spoiling it, so you should just go read the whole trilogy.

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I had issues with the titular first book in the Dreamtreaders series, and some of those same issues made the first portion of this book a slog. Then all of a sudden, the plot started picking up and became really interesting. I zoomed through the rest of the novel. By the end of it, my "seriously don't recommend" became a "yeah, this was actually a pretty good story." That's not to say I didn't have issues with it. Seriously, nobody in their right minds would use "snot-rockets" as their exclamation of choice. At least I can say the trilogy is getting better, so hopefully the next book will end the series on a high note, writing-wise.

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I didn't expect the Amulet series to be as intriguing as it is, so I've been pleasantly surprised! I'm amazed at how well a graphic novel can captivate me. I blazed through this one. The characters are all very interesting, even if some of them do fall into cliched character categories (say that three times fast). As with the first one, I really like the art style, and I look forward to reading the following installments!

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It's almost a tradition of sorts for me to read an Eoin Colfer novel on my summer vacation, so I chose Airman this year. Definitely an excellent read! It feels pretty different from his other works, because this one doesn't have nearly as much humor. It's a heavier, darker story, one that kept me entranced from cover to cover. Whether you're a fan of Colfer or you haven't read any of his books, you should really give this one a read.

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It's been a while since I last read one of the Tales of Goldstone Woods books, so I figured it was finally time to dive into book four. And man, oh man, what an incredible story! I love Eanrin, and I was happy that we got to see some of his origins. Starflower herself was a very interesting character, what with her not being able to speak. Anne created a really interesting culture from which Starflower comes from--but it's also totally messed up at the same time. The themes, as usual, were on-point and resounded with me. I'd still that Moonblood is my favorite so far, but this is a close second.

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Let me preface by saying that this is probably ONE OF THE GREATEST SERIES THAT I HAVE EVER READ. Now that that's out of the way, I honestly think this one was better than the first--which is saying something, because the first book was already epic. This feels like an incredible mashup between Jennifer A. Nielsen, Andrew Klavan, and Eoin Colfer. Everything from the plot to the characters to the dialogue to the puzzles was phenomenal. I was on the edge of my seat the entire time; heck, I practically inhaled the book. You must, MUST read the Blackthorn Key series!

HapPENings on the Screen


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When I went to watch The LEGO Movie 2 in theaters, it had only been me and my sisters. We decided to show this to my parents when we were on holidays. I still hold to my opinion that it's one of the best LEGO films to date. It's also super fun to imitate Rex Dangervest's way of talking. If you don't know what I mean, you'll have to watch the movie. Even if you do know, you should go see it anyway.

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I wasn't sure what to expect from the finale of the How to Train Your Dragon trilogy, but after watching it, I can say that I thoroughly enjoyed it. It was a fitting conclusion, one that made me almost cry. The plot felt pretty different from the other two movies, which was a nice change of pace. I'm constantly amazed at how far the animation has come along, such as with the reflection in the dragons' eyes or the light on the grass. The villain was very cool, and Hiccup's final character arc was done really well. All in all, I'd say it was a worthy send-off to the series.

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I'm not sure if I'd classify this movie as better than the first or just as good. Either way, I think it was a fantastic sequel! The humor really clicked with me (the human players in Slaughter Race was one of the movie's funniest moments), and the plot was both personal and engaging. I'm glad that the antagonist was quite different from the first film's, save for the fact that they both end up being really big. And, per typical Disney fashion, it brought me quite close to tears on a couple of occasions. If you've been hesitant about it, I can assure you that it's definitely a great watch.

Also, I'm not sure if I watched my TV shows or not in June . . . If I did, they were good. Like usual.

Gaming HapPENings

So I finished four games on holidays, two of which were Team Kirby Clash Deluxe and Miitopia. When I say that I finished those two, I mean that I completed the main storyline. There's still plenty of missions to perform and achievements to unlock. The other two games were definitive finishes, and I'll spend a little more time talking about those.


When I first reached the final boss of Mario & Luigi: Partners in Time, it was April of 2017. As I was fighting the Shroob Princess, my DS decided to die on me. The second time I tried it, it was early that summer. I eventually rage-quit during the third final boss section. I didn't touch the game until I restarted it mid-April last year. And at the cabin on my family vacation, I attempted to defeat the final boss for the third time. It took patience and good use of my items, but I managed to beat all four sections without dying. I'm so happy to have completed the game. I know I've mentioned doing a Versus series on my blog where I compare two video games, and I think this game would be a good candidate for the first installment, where it'd go head-to-head against Bowser's Inside Story. No promises as to when that'll happen, though.

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While I was playing Professor Layton vs. Phoenix Wright: Ace Attorney earlier this year, I decided to purchase the original Ace Attorney trilogy for my 2DS XL. After playing the abovementioned game, I began the first AA game. I basically played one case and left it at that. It was hard to get into the older design after playing PLvPW. But I picked it up again at the cabin, and it became basically the only game I played. I ended up playing it for over twenty-two hours while on holidays. Ace Attorney is now officially one of my favorite game series of all time. I love the unique and crazy cast of characters, from Phoenix and Maya to Edgeworth and Gumshoe, and everyone in between. The music often had me tapping my foot or bouncing my leg to the beat. The courtroom gameplay is one of my favorite aspects of the whole experience, and the investigation periods are a good change in pace (they also remind of the old Club Penguin spy missions). I really think I need to do a proper review on this one.

Writing HapPENings

Not much in this department, but I did have to write my blogoversary mashup. On the 19th, I wrote the most out of any day that I've recorded in my notebook, with 3,181 words. I did have to rush to get the story done, but I hope that it turned out all right. I know at least a few people enjoyed it, so . . . *shrugs*

And that FINALLY concludes my month! How was yours? Are you planning on taking any family vacation? What have you read, watched, or played? Let's chat in the comments!

Monday, July 01, 2019

OBJECTION! /// Music Monday #53

Guess who's back with another fantastic song? Why, it's me, of course! Your ol' pal, Mr. Music Monday Man.

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Josiah works fine too.


So while I was gone on holidays (yes, I was actually away! Did you miss me?), I beat the Phoenix Wright: Ace Attorney game. Since I'm still very much in an Ace Attorney mood, I figured I'd pick one of the most popular songs from the game that became a very important theme in the series.

"Pursuit - Cornered" from Phoenix Wright: Ace Attorney
Composed by Sugimori Masakazu



Okay, before you correct me, the person who uploaded the video I shared incorrectly titled it "Investigation - Cornered." It is not I who made the mistake, so I am washing my hands clean of this atrocity against true AA fans.

Ahem . . . anyway. The "Cornered" theme--also known as the "Pursuit" theme, depending on who you're asking--is one of the franchise's greatest and well-known themes. It shows. The video has over 1.1 million views, and, as of right now, it's most recent comment was posted a week ago despite the song being uploaded in 2008.

The first Ace Attorney game released for the Game Boy Advance in 2001, but it was available exclusively in Japan at the time. Fast-forward to 2005, when the DS is out, and an English version is finally released. It was the beginning of what I consider to be a phenomenal video game series. C'mon, you can't go wrong with a legal drama visual novel, right?

So yeah, if you think that the song sounds old or kinda tinny, then let me tell you two things. First off, the DS obviously didn't have the sound quality that we have today. Secondly, IT SOUNDS GREAT SO DON'T COMPLAIN. Heck, they didn't even change it all that much--or maybe at all--for the Steam release this year. It's a stylistic choice, I suppose--AND IT WORKS.

Sorry, I get very defensive (see what I did there?) of this franchise. I won't prattle on any longer; I'll save that for when I review the game at a later date.

What'd you think of the song? Have you played any Ace Attorney games before? If so, which one has been your favorite? If not, you now have something to add to your bucket list.